我真的很痛...心痛

我心好痛...這篇文章..每個字...都發自我內心..一點一點的眼淚...

讓我無法忘記你....我真的愛妳...

1月3日..開始..11.3日真的結束了嗎?...

我們真的沒別的解決方法嗎?? 我哭了..整晚..不能睡...房間的每一個角落..都讓我想起你的一切..

我看見我們的相片..我不懂還能做什麼..我總想起你說的每一句話..妳唱歌給我聽..

都讓我回憶满満...以前,,我錯過了很多東西..但我真的不想你是其中的..

我感覺自己的心不見了...剩下軀殼..我發呆..也忘了..在床的時間..走了多久..

感覺沒能走下去的定力...你走了..我的心沒安定的一天..

很希望自己能夠生病.還能..吃藥..治療..然而..我的身心..受傷了..還能吃什麼藥嗎??

我真的沒用..看到你在流淚..但我也無能為力..這是最痛的...我一直勉強自己不讓自己讓你看到我受傷的一面,,,

在你走後...妳沒看到..我的淚光...我無法去控制自己的情緒...愛情真的有消失的時候嗎?

為什麼就不能給大家..一點空間...我愛妳勝過很多東西...

為什麼..要選擇離開我....我的痛...還有的治療嗎?

說好的..一起出去旅行的..現在什麼都沒了...我什麼都沒有了...

就算..讓我往更高的地方飛..我也是個沒靈魂了...

為什麼要剩下我一個人安慰我自己...I AM FLY WIHOUT WINGS..

我真的很愛妳...陳雪莉...我的眼淚不能代表我有多愛妳..

但我的心..妳感受得到嗎? I CANT MAKE ITS OKAY..

PLEASE DUN'T GO AWAY..I NEED U NOW...HOPE THAT U WILL STAY..

090909

090909 is a special day..but for me..

i am not happy really...since yesterday night what u saying that..

i am fucking speechless.. i cant imagine the next step taken by you..

i am scare..and feeling so upset.. its come from my heart..deeply..

since last night i cant fall on sleep..till today..i am tired ..cant focus in my class..

when i driving to school..i cant stop thinking of its.. its really pain..i am dreaming?

the those word u saying ..never think about its..is its right?

or u tot everything can be a joke? u hurt me...

cause in case u tot gonan fight win..so never think each other feeling..

just shot out the bad word? Finally!! u win..i never argue back..cause i know saying those

bad word will hurt each other too.

Please..dear..no next time again..even ur sorry is not meaningful for me like i did before..

but i will try to forget. i dun wan hurt anymore..

because i love you..

Negaraku

Merdeka...meedeka...mendeka!!

oh my god..third time i went to my site..

speechless lo..my blog quiet like hell= =

is that still new? or my blog nothing can attractive people...lol

my face problem maybe ..is ok..Xd talk another here.

this year merdeka not same like before oh.. is fucking bored.. duno where to go.

wake up at 2pm but nothing to do>.< fall on the tv show a few hour..

is first time i feel fucking waste time because special day i stay at home? for? tv show?

haih..feel so tired to hang out also..but finally decide out to meet fren at less waste some time..

@@5 something reach allandin cc ...like orinary day..fetch my girl.. eat eat eat..

find friend ci ca ci ca ...after then eat again>.< not like before kids moment.. clubbing?

countdown? too far for me..old lo..only can celebrate in kafe.. with my girl..not bad also..

this month i am feel so free..schedule show me 7day class only.. i am willing to get a part time job

who can intro to me? or else u noe where have job for inteview?

anything? wait for reply thanks loo...

Merdeka laaa..negaraku@@ keep improve...keep going on my day...cheep up all..^^

梦想

有时的我..

很迷惘...

不知道该对每一件事做什么决定,,想活的好..

可是现实总是不能如意..我真的很想保持朋友之间不冷默的变化..

是否有了家庭的人..就再难和朋友相处?

是否自己被遗忘也不要紧?

不...我不想被遗忘..我并没忘记朋友的定义..

只是我需要时间准备我的将来..因为家庭并不富有..

需要一点时间去补自己的道路...所以...在我准备之前...

大家祝福我好吗..真心朋友并不需要时常见面...因为你们都在我心里...

我并不孤独..我也不是不珍惜朋友..

因为我有....

我的梦想!!!


Wayne-xky

New User@@

hi my fren, i am dissappear a few month for log in my blog..

@@ nowaday ..many wu ming user move to blogspot ady..

omg i am a old guys...too late to reach here..

and a lot my fren blog i am trying to link b..

if my fren are reading my blog now!!! please add me to fren list ok?

then i can easy to found you out ..my buddy..

err... okay the second thing i need some help..

is about partime job.. got any job can share with me pls??

i am only watch out a job event ..like weekend..

performence by day work salaries above 80 a day?

if u have the relation with this..pls advice to me for more information..

i am urgent need a job now^^

anyway..hope u guys have a nIce Day..


WaYne-xky